I’ve cried a lot in church lately and just in general, things that remind me of you, songs, communion (almost always), the cardinals. It’s been a while since that happened but that’s okay- I actually sort of enjoy/ appreciate the fact that there are still a lot of things that sneak up on me and gently shake me into remembering how special church is and was to you- to Mom- and to me.
We talked in CWF last week how easy it is to settle into mundane rhythms- in church and in life and especially in our walks with God. We’ve been reading a book that essentially gives us a devotional and then asks several questions about what we’ve read and intersperses some Bible verses as well to help gift us some context and clarity. It’s so interesting to me how there is always connections with what we are reading and studying as well as what the current sermon series is on and how normal that has become for our group of ladies. It is such a blessing to be able to pull from what is happening in real life and apply the sermons and the teachings to help us through any obstacles that might come our way.
These things always bring me back to you.
I’ve been hearing and reading a lot about Paul lately and how, even in his suffering, even in a season of being imprisoned and working hard for the Lord, he was still joyful and rejoiced to God for the opportunity to bring the message to each of the different churches he visited, Phillipi, Colosse, Ephesus, et. al. His words to them were simple: rejoice even in deep suffering and sadness, rejoice because your Father has redeemed you. In Colossians 3, he says, “Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory.”
It always seemed to me that you were incredibly intentional with every aspect of your life: you didn’t let anyone, except God, direct your next steps and it just amazes me that anytime I think of you, I can pick out any number of instances that speak to your impeccable character and how obvious it was, even to people who didn’t know you like your family does, that your paths were narrow and was very obviously led by your faith journey. The constant and consistent way you lived your life and loved your people through each season reminds me to be thankful for all the memories I can draw upon when I get sad.
What a wonderful reminder for each of us, of where you are and who you’re with- for all these things, I am thankful❤️ Phil 1:3
Love always,
Elyse // 4.30.2026
P.S. Happy birthday, Mommaw Judy🎂